time flies...
why is it that all those fun times passed by so quickly?
sec 3 adventure camp is over.
sl camp will be next.

i miss the sec 3 adventure camp!
i miss pretty and handsome!
i miss the fun we had as a class!
pretty and handsome rocks!
3H rocks!
i love 3H!

and i miss the times we spent together,
the crazy times we spent together,
the fun times we spent together,
the times when we were so crazy,
the times when we had so much fun,
when we were together.

i'm back from the sec 3 adventure camp!
though it's quite tiring, i had lots of fun.
day 1
assemble in the school first.
then get to know our intructors.
Jingni (pretty) & Danson (handsome)
played some games.
then went to the campsite.
settle down first then went to put our things in the hut.
and the hut is so cool.
then went for lunch.
the food is quite yucky.
after that, we had campfire prep.
alot of time is wasted.
then we had low elements.
was quite fun.
the followed by kayaking.
but, our class didnt get to kayak because of the stupid weather.
it's raining.
so, we cant kayak.
though we didnt kayak, we still have to help them keep and wash the stuffs.
like wtf larh.
so we use the time for campfire prep.
then we went to bath.
after bathing, we practice the dance for the campfire again.
and we saw something cool.
the left side of the hall which we are at, is raining.
the right side is not raining.
and we saw two rainbows.
cool right?
then we had dinner.
the food is better than lunch.
after that, we had a night activity.
"kinapped"
was quite fun.
but very hot cos we keep running around.
then went to bed.
day 2
wake up at around 6.00
then get ready all that.
assemble at the carpark.
did some morning activity.
then had breakfast.
then we had to do some area cleaning.
followed by some low elements.
then practiced the dance.
after that, we had flying fox.
but, due to the time limit, some ppl couldnt get to play (me included)
followed by rock climbing.
i fell quite a number of times.
cos i no place to step onto.
but in the end still manage to reach the middle part.
then had lunch.
then rain again.
so we played some games.
caterpillar and entangled.
then while playing the entangled, we took very long to solve it.
and i'm at the bottom of all those hands.
so my hair is freaking messy.
then after that we keep practising and practising our dance.
and the rain stopped.
so we went to play the mud (idk what it's called)
was dirty but quite fun.
then went to bath after that.
followed by dinner.
the food is good.
then campfire.
was funfunfun.
cos our class is super duper high.
out of all the sec 3 classes, our class is the most hyper.
we were like shouting and screaming.
but our class performance was quite late and most of the ppl are tired already.
but then, we still give our best.
then had supper and went to bed.
day 3
wake up at around 6.00
then get ready all that.
then went to the canteen to do our reflections.
get ready for duty.
after breakfast, had area cleaning.
then we were slacking.
so we played some games.
then had prize presentation.
followed by some photo-taking and autograph-ing.
then went back to school and home.

the campsite is wayway better than expected.
i expected it to be those ulu ulu type.
but it's not.
and it's quite big.
esp. the toilet.
haha!
and i like all the instructors.
they are like so funny larh.
had lots and lots of fun.
though we couldnt get to kayak and try out flying fox for some of us, it's quite fun ya.
3H is super duper high!
i love 3H!

hellos! :)
i know i very long never blog already.
but i dont want my blog to be dead so i now blog.
today so-so larh.
jiayun was sick (again)
ss test was quite difficult (?) for me larh.
and geo test was very difficult (?) for me larh.
eng lesson was about the camp (?)
idk larh.
pe was fun but tiring.
was like same kind of training (?)
recess
chi was boring.
i'm not listening during ma lesson.
cos idk why i just cant concentrate.
ss was boring too.
did a ws.
phy was ok larh.
got back our common test paper.
and i passed.
like so unexpectedly larh.
cos i didnt expect myself to pass.
but overall, still fail.
got 49.8/100
fail by 0.2
hope that the teacher will round up larh.
haha!

adventure camp tmr till fri.
was kinda looking forward to it, as well as not looking forward to it.
idk why.
i just hope that i will enjoy myself.
cos if i really enjoy myself, hopefully i can forget about school/studies larh.
and i know i'm going to miss my bed, my hp, my com.
kk. shall end here. gotta go continue packing my bag already.
byes! :]

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omg!
i forgot to bring my chemistry notes home, AGAIN!
the first two times is a maths.
then this time is chemistry.
how to study like that?
i next time really dont want to file things in already larh.
everytime got test all that, everytime forget to bring home one.
then cannot study.
shitass!

Hi! :D
i shall not post about today.
lazy.
cos today is a longlong day.
lesson till 3.30 then film appreciation till 6.00
sports meet tmr.
idk what time to leave home sia.
i scared too early or too late.
anyways, maybe having lunch with some 1A peeps after that.
promised them wayway before.
but everytime also postpone.
"sorry larh"

anyways, there's a maths test on thurs.
and i forgot to bring my a maths file home, AGAIN!
the last time also left my notes in school.
then this time also left my notes in school.
diediedie
i next time really dont want to file my notes all that already larh.
wait till the last minute.
cos everytime got test or what, everytime forget to bring home.
then in the end cannot study.
-.-

anyways, really feel like dropping pure geo sia.
but then both my bro and sis ask me dont drop.
jiayun also ask me dont drop.
then got one friend say see this year's result first.
then another one say if want to drop, faster drop. if not, i'll be struggling.
so now idk whether to drop anot lei.
cos in the first place, i'm left with no choice then i choose p.geo one lor.
cos i want a maths.
so i can only take either p.geo or econs or bio.
but all three i also dont like.
so in the end choose p.geo lorh.
but i cant understand a damn thing lorh.
so now i really dont know.

today sucks.
had attire check in the morning.
then pure geography.
took back our test paper and i failed.
then jiayun says next time if take back any test paper or what, cannot be in the first period.
because after that, i'll be emo-ing for the rest of the day.
quite true actually.
then elective literature.
copied notes.
followed by chinese lesson.
was bored.
recess.
then a maths.
went through the notes.
cme lesson was alright.
went to the computer lab to do our SLP.
me and jiayun was like slacking.
was emo-ing.
and i feel like crying.
i want to cry like nobody's business.
english lesson was bored.
maths lesson was quite bored too.
because very quiet today.
because got VP and another teacher in the class.
so everybody actact.
haha!
then went home.
and here i am, blogging.
feeling guilty because of some reasons.
my 1A babies, sorry.
emo-ing in process.
i feel like going to the beach now.
i feel like crying like nobody's business.
i feel like screaming like nobody's business.
got to go and study for the ss test tomorrow.

haix...
i want two years' time to faster pass.
because i want faster finish my 'O' levels.
cos after 'O' levels wont be so stress anymore.
and can have more freedom.

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today is a bad day.
physics was ok.
then had chinese test.
not enough time lor.
then my compre ans write very short cos i only have 20mins for the compre.
english was ok too.
recess.
followed by a chemistry quiz.
not too bad lar.
a maths test.
was difficult and not enough time.
the whole paper is around 35-45 mins.
then i spent about 15mins on the first question.
then i realized that i dont have enough time.
so i speed up.
then left two blanks.
the last two questions.
cos idk how to do and not enough time also.
and after the test, mr heng said that the questions are taken from the tb.
and jiayun told me that the first question is taken from a ws which we have done before.
but i still got it wrong.
then e maths.
mr lee told us our marks for the e maths test.
and i just pass lor. 17/30
then went through some questions.
dismissed.
went to wait for jiayun's sister and while waiting, we were chatting.
talked about alot of stuffs.
then i suddenly say that i feel like dying.
cos die already then dont have to bother about anything.
then i said i wonder how is it to be dead.
is it just lie there, without moving, without any feelings/emotions?
or is it there is another "life" after you die?
then jiayun said is there really heaven and hell?
then went home after that.

and i very stupid loh.
cos last time i file my a maths ws in the file and left it at school.
then ytd i forgot to bring home.
so i cannot study for the test.
so i studied my tb.
then i didnt practise those questions.
then in the end come out. -.-

if only time can rewind, i want to go back to 15/04/1994.
i want to start everything from zero again.
i want to change my life.
i hate this sucky life of mine.

if only all the ifs can turn into reality...

oh gosh...
i'm beginning to hate everything around me.
i'm beginning to hate school.
i'm beginning to hate my cca.
i'm beginning to hate them.
it makes me dont feel like going to school.
it makes me dont feel like going for cca.
i regretted coming to this school.
i regretted joining this cca.
and i feel like dropping pure geo.
because i felt that i cant manage.
i dont understand a single thing at all.