the cip today was alright.
went to vivo and walked for like 1km or more?
had fun walking and laughing with brigitte, hendra, naibo and whoever la.
i'm like so high and making a fool of myself lo.
but at least i have fun.
haha!
then went to gekpoh to paint the pap de wall.
was so-so la.
i didnt realised that painting can be so tiring, until today.
lols.
but it was quite fun painting as a class la.
and my hair kena the blue paint lo.
wth.
had a hard time washing it off.
i took a very long time to bathe.
all the paint's fault la.
and my sis said nvm la.
treat it as hightlight.
haha!
btw, i think that we (4H) really very bad lo.
let miss ng do everything.
also not her cip, is ours lo.
and i think she really very angry and disappointed with us lo.
i feel so guilty now.
sian...
tmr still got school.
i no mood to study lo.
actually everyday also no mood to study one la.
lols.
alright.
i shall end here.
bye!

i have a sudden urge to drop to combined science.
those who dropped to combined science seems so relaxed.
and they have a higher chance of getting an A1, or at least an A2.
the most we can get is like a B3 or a B4?
plus i'm not thinking of going to jc.
so whether it's combined science or pure science doesnt really matter.
it's like if i take pure science and i get a B3 and if i take combined science and i get an A2, there is a difference of one grade lo.
it might not seem alot.
but it's actually alot.
but if i drop now, it's like very wasted lo.
somemore the combined science already finish learning everything liao.
hope i did make the right choice by not dropping.

siann...
everyday also so tired.
in class want to sleep also cannot sleep.
whole class looked so lethargic and dead.
then lesson ends at 4+, go home do hw, study, blah blah blah already so late liao.
11+ so sleepy liao, want to sleep liao.
like that how to do revision for 'o' levels?
although i know that i dont have enough time already.
left a few more months to 'o' levels,
and i still havent started on my revision yet.
but i dont even have the time to rest lo.
like that die liao lo.
somemore now is only march,
still got seven or eight more months to go,
and i'm already half-dead.
like that how to survive?
damn it...

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i feel so sick and tired of having the same routine almost everyday.
my life is all about study, studies, studying, and nothing else.
i feel so damn freaking no life man.