wo shi bu shi zhen de na me ling ren tao yan?
nan dao wo zhen de na me ling ren tao yan?
wo jue de wo fang fu hui dao le qu nian.
why is it that within one day, there's three people saying : "ihateyou" to me? i know that they are just joking... but, why does it sound so real to me? why does it sound as though it is from the bottom of their hearts?
if it's others, i may not feel anything.
but, i feel so hurt because all three of them are my friends...
& yet, ......

all i ask for is just a TRUE FRIEND who can understand me...
just ONE!!
is it really so difficult?

i've think alot...
why must it be me?
why cant it be someone else?
"treat others the way you want others to treat you" ??
NONSENSE!! it's all nonsense!!
i felt that coming to WWSS is a stupid choice...
some of u will say tt if i didnt come to WWSS, we wont noe each other...
ya!
but, coming to WWSS will only give me bad memories...
i want good memories!
not bad ones..

i'm really really very tired...
wo lei le... zhen de!

jus came home from cca..
today's cca damn short larh..
2.00 start, 2.30 end.
30 mins nia..
so shiok can?
AHH...
i super duper TIRED!!
anyways, time flies..
so fast july going to august le..
& all e tests & exams have started to come in already..
next mon, 21st jul, phy test..
next thurs, 24th jul, geo class test..
next fri, 25th jul, ma test..
STRESS!!
SIAN!!
bb ppl..

wake up at 7a.m. today & thought tt i was late for sch..
cos every morning, mon-wed + fri, i wake up at 6a.m. & go to sch at 7a.m.
den today, when i wake up, i look at e clock & it's 7 a.m. den i thought tt i'm late for sch lei..
aft tt, den i realised tt today is a late day..
erm.. when i went to sch in e morning, saw gina darling..
den she asked me to go find her after putting my bag in e class..
den when i went down to find her, i couldn't find her larh..
den i heard someone calling me & i'm like lost.. cos idk where e sound came from & i'm like standing in e middle of e parade square, looking around.. den i look so stupid lar.. *blur + paiseh*
den i went up to find her..
aft tt, went to 2B to pass e badge to someone & saw lena laogong..
so, we go do duty..
& i skip abt half of e chem lesson.. xp
geo, copy notes for 1 hr straight.. & my hand is like so tired lar..
el, ms park was late & actually ms nithiya wana "entertain" us one lor..
but, just as she's going to do tt, ms park came in..
SIANZ...
recess!
but i didnt eat as i found out tt i forgot to do my hw & i haf to do it during recess time..
den i'm like so hungry lar..
ma, continue going through e hw..
FD, as usual, DANCE!!
lit, go through e hw..
aft sch, went to see ms ang with jiayi, qiuyun, abi, chinleng, crystal, xuanjun, yongyong & kohsiong..
den went home at around 4??

sucker *, can u pls stop wad u are doing now?
it really irritates me.. seriously..
cant u jus do it by yourself?
cant u see tt i'm covering my work becos i dont want to let u copy?
i'm not yr mother..
so, dont expect me to spoon-feed u..

fucker *, so wad if i wana copy her work?
it's none of yr business right?
it's her work.. not yours..
she didnt even say anything.. u so kpo for wad?
you should say wad you said to me to yourself bah..
u are worse than me larh..
u are e one hu keeps copying her work..
so, shut up.

sucker * & fucker *, can e 2 of u jus stop wad yr are doing every week?
it irritates me.. seriously..
i'm not yr maid.. neither am i yr dog..
so, dont keep asking me to do e things which i dont want to..
stop asking me to change place..
why cant u ask her to change?
why must it be me?
so wad if she dont want to change?
i oso dont want..
& she jus haf to say "no" once..
whereas i haf to say it so many times..
are yr her dog?
how come idk?
once she said "no", yr will listen to her..
wad abt me?
why do yr like to force me?
why do yr keep forcing me?
i repeat myself.
i'm not yr maid.. neither am i yr dog..

* different ppl..

i'm really very tired..
wo zhen de lei le..

these few days, damn tired larh...
but dunno why...
anyways, first "lesson" for today is in-touch (class discussion)
mr oliver ong took us.. cos ms nai went to brunei..
he's still ok lar.. he very funny lorh..
geo, do wb..
pe, mr ramesh took us & he said tt he will take us until e end of e term... :D
he damn good larh... :B
had soccer for pe.. still ok lar..
chinese, ms ang came in to take us (took over ms nai's lesson)
we are supposed to finish a sheet of ws, 4~5 pg within like 15 mins?
impossible right? but, i still did it.. xDD
recess time !
art, as usual, do ws..
he, go through unit 3 + do wb unit 3
ma, go through e hw..
aft sch, met seeyin & we go change..
den went to find sylvia but couldn't find her..
so, we went to eat w/o her..
cca !
lena & zoe was not there again..
suppose to play captain's ball..
but, me, seeyin, sylvia, yazid, wilson, xingyi & some others didnt play..
cos we went out of sch to buy bubble tea..
den on the way there, we ran & sylvia fell down on the road.. ):
aft buying, we went back to sch..
kana scolded by mr neo..
den aft tt, went to e office with sylvia to clean her wounds..
aft tt, stay at sch to slack..
went to e shops with seeyin, sylvia, xingyi & tiffany...
den aft tt, i went home straight away..
reached home at around 5.05 pm?
ok.. bb ppl..

today was fine...
rev-up, vertical run. damn tired loh.
den 2H is e first class to run... but,
me, jiayi, kenneth, sathish & i dunno still got hu, ran e last.. =.=
cos we are being accused by someone...
e someone, accused us of running or jumping or wadeva shit, over e bags..
den make us stop where we are & ask e other classes to go first & let us go last...
so, we ran last.. but, we are not e last to come back lar.. =X
me & jiayi ran together...
JIAYI SUPER AIREN, THANK YOU FOR RUNNING WITH ME ALL THE TIME & THANK YOU FOR WAITING FOR ME !! ILOVEYOU!!!
today suppose to end sch at 2.. but, we end at 1..
becos of e exams tt are going on..
den aft sch, went to gek poh's kfc with qiuyun, chinleng, chinboon & tiffany to have our lunch...
we are actually supposed to go there and do our hw..
but, in the end, we nv do larh.. cos, it's very noisy..
aft tt, chinleng & chinboon went home..
den left with me, qiuyun & tiffany..
den we saw jiayi & wanfeng..
aft tt, me & qiuyun wanted to went home to do hw..
but tiffany dun wan let us go home..
she keep asking us to accompany her..
den i said if qiuyun go den i go..
but in the end, qiuyun didnt go..
so, i didnt go too..
den me & tiffany walked home together..
den keep saying accompany me lah..
but in the end, i still went home..
cos i wana do my hw..
SORRY, TIFFANY GANMEI
HOPE YOU ARE NOT ANGRY
ok.. tt's all..

today's cca was ok lar..
but, lena & zoe nv go..
1.30 start, abt 2.00 jiu end le..
den aft cca, me, sylvia, see yin & xing yi slacking...
i went home at abt 3.30 ?
den e others still at sch..

here are some pics of e T-shirt which i designed..

my design !!

i noe tt it's very ugly..
success don't come to you...
you go to it
this is e only word, out of so many, which i like..

learning festival finally come to an end liao.. :)
but, it oso means lesson shall resume.. :(
anyways, ytd's activity is cooking..
and we cooked popcorn..
den aft tt, went to singapore discovery centre...
& it's like so SIAN lar..
today's external activity is archery..
it's like so fun lar..
i still wana play !!
but, it's oso scary..
cos, it's my first time playing..
den my internal activity for today is e T-shirt design..
still ok lar..
we decor our own T-shirt and tt's all..
but mine very ugly ._.
tonight is e aesthetic concert liao..
but, i wun be gng lar..
but, still must wish those hu are performing gd luck & jiayous !!
due to e concert, tmr only haf to report to sch at 8:45 a.m.
so shiok lar..

hi ppl :D
today's ok..
home @ WW, take temp & update NYAA booklet..
PE, for e whole 1 hr, sit & reach !! & my "distance" is 46cm
lit, drama thingy...
he, unit 2 !!
recess, me, jiayi & crystal didnt get to eat as we haf to do e SC duty... :(
CME, vote for e FD's top for girls... & ms nai is like so fierce lar..
phy, copy notes..
chi, do compo.. sianz..
aft sch at 2, i went to 2c to find zoe but they dismiss at 2.30
so, i went home to put my bag den went back to sch again..
went to yingjie sweetheart's house...
ok lar.. seriously, i feel quite extra there..
cos everyone except me is 2c de..
den it's like so pai seh lar..
den me & zoe do e cca thingy..
& we dunno how to draw..
so, lena laogong helped us drew..
THANK YOU, LENA LAOGONG!!
aft tt, zoe, lena & me went home..
i went to gek poh with them...
on e way to yingjie's house, i have to comfort zoe..
on e way to gekpoh, i have to comfort lena..
den they still say i dunno how to comfort ppl..
so ke lian hor??
but, it's true lar..
cos all i said was dun cry lar, cheer up, relax lar, cool down..
LOL
so, next time dun cry infront of me kk??
ZOE DADDY & LENA LAOGONG, CHEER UP KK??
den when we went to gek poh's mac, we saw gina darling & kelly...
aft tt, we went home..
zoe, lena & gina very bad lei..
make me & kelly walk home together..
and we dun even noe each other..
den make us so pai seh lar..
anyways, i like 2c's relationship with one another, be it e girls or e guys...
their relationship with one another is like so gd lar.. & they are like so close lar..
they like everytime go out together..
den normally is girls with girls, guys with guys..
but, they are not lor.. they are girls & guys together!!
make me so jealous of them..
ok.. tt's all for today..
bb ppl :D

today's cca is like so fun lar...
den xing yi is like so ke lian lar...
first, her middle finger got cut by e paper...
den she nearly to cry...
den say wad i wan to die already...
den she keep pointing e middle finger...
LOL
next, her head kana knocked by e wall...
cos she laughing... den dunno how, her head go bang e wall...
den everyone started to laugh...
even mr neo is laughing lar...
LMAO
aft tt, when we wana go home tt time,
at e back gate there, got pillars.
and dunno how, her hand or shoulder,
go bang e pillars...
LMFAO
den everyone started laughing again...
& everyone is like asking "wad happen to u today??"
den aft tt, lena, sylvia, xing yi & pei wen went to gek poh to shop...
& i went home...

alot of things happen ytd during cca...
when i reached there, see yin was crying becos she lost her wallet... :(
so ke lian right?
& at e beginning of cca, lena was not in e mood... =[
becos of 2 things....
1, relationship problem..
2, cca..
but aft tt, she's fine becos of xing yi...
ok.. cos she rolled on her chair in e com lab & mr neo saw it.
so he ask her to stand up & push e chair back den she was looking at mr neo instead of where she's gng...
den she trip over e chair & she fell down... lmao
aft cca, me, lena & see yin stayed back for a while den we went home..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYLVIA & MAX !!!!