wo shi bu shi zhen de na me ling ren tao yan?
nan dao wo zhen de na me ling ren tao yan?
wo jue de wo fang fu hui dao le qu nian.
why is it that within one day, there's three people saying : "ihateyou" to me? i know that they are just joking... but, why does it sound so real to me? why does it sound as though it is from the bottom of their hearts?
if it's others, i may not feel anything.
but, i feel so hurt because all three of them are my friends...
& yet, ......

all i ask for is just a TRUE FRIEND who can understand me...
just ONE!!
is it really so difficult?

i've think alot...
why must it be me?
why cant it be someone else?
"treat others the way you want others to treat you" ??
NONSENSE!! it's all nonsense!!
i felt that coming to WWSS is a stupid choice...
some of u will say tt if i didnt come to WWSS, we wont noe each other...
ya!
but, coming to WWSS will only give me bad memories...
i want good memories!
not bad ones..

i'm really really very tired...
wo lei le... zhen de!