nothing much happen actually.
it's just that i have the urge to post.
cut my hair (again).
not very short, not very long.
LOL
ard shoulder length?
was quite thin because that's what i requested for.
shall end here.

ate steamboat on sun and had a @#$%^&* terrible stomachache & diarrhoea & vomit -.-
anyways, went to school ytd for the open house.
first time doing it.
was quite fun.
but then very few parents.
if there's more parents, it'll be better.
played uno.
blah blah blah
after my shift at ard 12.45(?) went to the bookshop and took the books home all by myself.
was super-the-heavy. 10+kg(?)
and now, my hands & shoulders are aching like hell.
after that, went to the library to meet yazid, wilson, coelina, vanessa to do the cca thingy.
i met them later because i have to go back to school for the open house.
actually, we didnt do much also.
after that, went to borrowed some books with wilson & yazid.
yazid keeps "flirt-ing"
then when we went back to our seat, saw this cute girl/boy.
and he/she was like "mummy!"
so cute larh.
went to mac after that.
then to arcade.
and finally, went home!
ok. shall end here.

[edited]
went to ss just now with daddy & mummy to "drink coffee"
ate ice kacang
daddy gave me $5 to pay for the ice kacang ($1.50)
then the person gave me a change of $3.50
and i thought that he gave me the wrong change
but then he didnt lor
cos i thought daddy gave me $2
paiseh lei
it's not that idk how to calculate ok
it's that i thought daddy gave me $2 instead of $5
super-the-embarrassed sia -.-

haix...
have not blogged for quite some time.
dunno what to blog about.
nothing special happens.
so, ya. didnt blog lorh.
ok. idk what to blog about le.
i miss cliquesix+two like @#$%^&* hell larh. :(
i want cliquesix+two outing!
i miss 2H'08 too. :[
i still dunno whether i should go to the class chalet anot.
i'm bored. :(
still have not completed my holiday assignments when i told myself that i have to finish it by the end of nov. :[
only completed english book reviews, vocab ws, chinese compo.
still left with english book talk, english compos, english compre, chinese idioms(need to read).
for maths, i'm stuck at question 5, so i gave up.
for physics, those i know how to do one, i've done. those idk how to do one, i left blank.
for chemistry, i'm left with 1 question. the "acids and bases" question 3.
ok. shall end here.

i'm tired.
i tried so hard to change myself.
but i cant.
no matter how hard i try, it'll still be the same.
from the moment i stepped into wwss, everything changed.
and i really regretted coming to wwss.
i have to deal with schoolwork and relationship problem.
and i mean friendship.
i failed in almost all relationship.
first, it's 1H girls.
at first, i felt nothing.
because i know i have cliquesix.
but after that, i really regretted.
when cliquesix/cliquesix+two is formed, i'm real happy.
because i know that they will be there for me.
they are whom i call true friends.
they teached me the real meaning of "friendship".
and i thought that that they are my life.
but, i am or may be wrong.
because i felt that they hate me.
esp _____ & _____
i'm really very confused.
sometimes, i felt that they are so good to me.
they are there for me, and indeed, they are my life.
but other times, i felt that they dislike, or even hate me.
no matter what i say or do, they seem to dont like it.
i really felt myself struggling with relationship problems.
i'm tired, really.
i tried my best to change.
but i cant.
no matter how hard i try, it'll still be the same.
because i am who i am.
i am KOHWANNI and that's it.
no matter how hard i try to change myself, i'll still be KOHWANNI.
i'll still be the one with attitude problem.
i'll still be the one whom everyone hates.
all i asked for is just a true friend.
am i asking for too much?
if the answer is yes,
then i'd rather have no friends at all.
and if have friend(s) equals to dealing with relationship problems,
i'd rather have no friends at all too.
why is it that other people can get whatever they want but i cant?
i just want healthy-ness, safe-ness & HAPPINESS.
is it really so difficult?
tell me!

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket? japan? korea?
2. What's your favourite things to do? eating? shopping? dancing? sport-ing?
3. Do you think $$ can buy happiness? NO :[
4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be? healthy-ness? safe-ness? happiness?
5. Things you can't live without. family! :]
6. What are you afraid to lose? family! :]
7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do? tour around the world?
8. What do you dream of doing in the future? dunno?
9. List down 3 good points about the person who give you this survey. friendly! cheerful! cute!
10. What makes you happy? everything which i want/like/love?
11. What type of person do you hate most? backstabbers?
12. If you have a super power, what would it be? to be able to control time and let it slow down or stop.
13. Would you go for happiness or money? both? if not, happiness?
14. Who do you think is the most important in your life? family! :]
15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for him/her? depends on the situation.
16. Who's the last person who hugged you? idk :/
17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now? not sure.
18. Who are you close to? family! :]
19. Are you courageous to tell the person that you like him/her? depends on how much i love that person.
20. If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be? not sure.
21. 8 things that scare you. 1.losing my loved ones 2.no healthy-ness 3.no safe-ness 4.no happiness 5.fail my english 6.ghost? 7.insects? 8.nothing in life. understand?
22. 8 things that you like/love the most. 1.my family 2.relatives? (some only larh) 3.friends? (some only) 4.teachers? (some only) 5.eating 6.shopping 7.dancing 8.sports
23. 8 important things in my room. 1.bed 2.pillow 3.blanket 4.wardrobe 5.table 6.fan 7. accessories 8.pooh!
24. 8 people to do this quiz. 1.yazid 2.wilson 3.seeyin 4.xingyi 5.sylvia 6.lena 7.zoe 8.anyone!

OMG!!!
i want and i need a new laptop and handphone very badly.
both siao siao de.
the laptop keep auto restart.
every abt 15mins jiu auto restart once.
then for my hp, i cant install the thingy.
so, i cant upload any photos...
ahhh...

cliquesix+two zoe.wanni.xingyi.lena.sylvia

me.laogong.mummy

went out on sunday and fell down 3 steps at the staircase there while walking down the stairs :(
anyways, went out ytd with seeyin, yazid, sylvia.
actually wanted to go snow city de.
but alot of ppl cannot make it.
except for the 4 of us.
so, intend to rent movies and watch at lena's house.
but in the end, went to miki's house.
watched the hottie and the nottie first.
then watched the haunted apartment.
the haunted apartment damn nice lor.
shiok!
reached home at abt 7++
today, went to school for cca.
did the orientation thingy.
then have lunch together with L&C.
miss nithiya & mdm saha bought us pizza. :]
after that, went slacking with CLIQUESIX+TWO !!
but seeyin didnt go.
cos she going for her class chalet.
after awhile, wilson went home.
then followed by yazid.
then after that, everyone went home.
reached home at about 4+
and here i am, blogging!
LOL!
shall end here.

ok. saw this quiz at yazid's blog. since i have nothing better to do now, i shall do this quiz. ;D
01 The person that tagged/passed me this is? yazid! :D
02 The relationship between him & her is? huh?! he's my kuku! :)
03 Your 5 expressions of him/her is? expressions or impressions? anyways, he is funny, crazy, full of nonsense, full of stupid ideas, and last but not least, a true friend.
04 The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? dunno?
05 The most memorable thing he/she had said to you is? dunno?
06 If he/she becomes your lover, you will? quite impossible.
07 If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be? idk :/
08 If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? impossible.
09 If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be? idk :/
10 The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is? not sure.
11 Your overall impression of him/her is? he's a true friend. :]
12 How do you think the people around you feel for you? idk :/
13 The characters that i love about myself are? nothing?!
14 On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are? alot. too many to write all of them down. attitude problem is one of them.
15 The most ideal person you want to be is? myself! :D
16 For people that care, love and show concern for you, say something to them? thank you very much and sorry if i did smth wrong.
17 Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you. Any 10. 1.yazid 2.wilson 3.seeyin 4.xingyi 5.sylvia 6.lena 7.zoe 8.abigail 9.andy 10.yongjie
18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with? erm...
19. Is no. 9 a male or female? male.
20. If no. 7 and no. 10 are together, will it be a good thing? maybe yes? maybe no?
21. What is no. 2 studying about? idk :/
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? tuesday.
23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like? not sure.
24. Does no. 1 has any siblings? dunno?
25. Will you woo no. 3? she's my ahma. and i'm not a les.
26. How about 7? she's my daddy.
27.Is no. 4 single? dunno?
28. What is the surname of no. 5? tan.
29. What is a hobby of no. 10? woo chio bu ?
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? they dont even know each other.
31. Where is no. 2 studying at? WWSS
32. Talk about something for no. 1. crazy.
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8? maybe? no larh. i'm not a les.
34. Where does no. 9 live? near gp there.
35. What color does no. 4 like? idk :/
36. Are no. 1 and no. 5 best friends? they are husband and wife. xD
37. Does no. 1 have any pets? not too sure.
38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? maybe?
39. What is no. 6 doing now? how do i know?

i miss cliquesix+two !!
i miss cliquesix+two badly !!
i miss cliquesix+two like hell !!
i am bored at home.
i want to go out.
i want to go out with cliquesix+two !!
i want lots and lots of cliquesix+two outings !!

ILOVES&MISSES CLIQUESIX+TWO !!
yazid;wilson;seeyin;xingyi;sylvia;wanni;lena;zoe

woots!!
both the creative writing and debates workshop have finally ended.
the debates workshop was better than the creative writing one.
but i cant be with cliquesix+two for the debates one. :(
i'm in the morning slot while they are all in the afternoon slot. :[
anyways, the debates one was still alright.
quite fun actually.
did debating twice during this 2 days.
was fun. :)
played some games too.
was given a cert at the end. :]
shall end here.

sianz...
this week very busy.
need to go back to sch on mon, tue, wed, thur for cca. :(
ytd & tdy is for the dunno wad creative writing thingy...
then tmr & the day after tmr is for the debate thingy...
ytd
met the others at 8.30 but sylvia was late :[
went to the library and ms nithiya talked for awhile
and yazid was very high and crazy.
then the creative writing workshop started.
sat with cliquesix+two!!
was freaking high.
played and played.
then keep complaining hungry...
went to kenny cafe during lunch break and yazid was freaking funny.
went back and all of us were even high-er as we're not hungry anymore.
after the thing at ard 3.45pm, went to gp with cliquesix+two except for wilson. :[
reached home at ard 5.30pm?
today
met the others at 8.30am too.
but today, yazid was late. :[
and we laughed at him since he laughed at sylvia ytd. xD
during lunch break, while we were walking to the kenny cafe, we saw a grp of ppl.
wilson: wa. gang ar.
lena: u call that gang?
wilson: eh. the police lei.
idk who: what police?
idk who #2: eh. taypinghui lei.
and then me, lena, zoe was like super high.
then went to eat.
i ordered cha shao fan and i waited for super long.
then i buay song alr.
then the person still ask me what i ordered then i say alr, she show me the shao ji fan and say "this one cannot ar?" i say "cannot."
then wait wait wait.
very long alr, still waiting.
then the person walked past me and i say "excuse me, can faster anot?"
then finally, the rice came.
ji dan gao
after eating, went back, and got scolded for being late.
did an essay.
dismissed!
went to fico sports hub with lena, zoe, sylvia, seeyin and xingyi to see shuai ge.
then me, lena, zoe jia jia go toilet.
actually, we wana see shuai ge de.
but didnt manage to see him. :((
he was in the toilet filming.
then when we went out from the toilet, we talking.
then got one person come to us and asked us to keep quiet.
then lena say "walau eh. ask ppl to keep quiet in public sia."
and she was like super happy.
because she shoot a mediacorp person.
so in the end, we went home.


OMG!!!
TAYPINGHUI!!!!!

OMG!!!
my specs spoil liao. :(
for the past 2 days, my specs alr siao siao liao.
like bent like that.
keep getting out of place.
so, i kept bending, adjusting, blahblahblah
then while i took the specs down, it break into half. :[
maybe daddy will get me a new one soon.
but, i dont think he will get me a thick frame one.
cos very exp.
but, nvm.
still need to go back to sch tmr to check results and for cca.

went to library with dad, mum and sis today. :)
borrowed lots of books.
ard 7 ?
and 2 of which are on thai.
cos daddy said he wanted to learn thai.
haha!
after that, went to jp shop for awhile then went home.
before gng home, daddy asked whether we wanna eat kfc.
so, we bought a set of family feast. :]
yum! yum!
looking thru the thai books now.
was super funny when i tried reading it out.
LOL!