HAPPY NEW YEAR in advanced! ^^
time flies.
so fast 2008 is going to end le.
and 2009 is coming soonsoonsoon.
3+ more hours to go.
i wonder how 2009 will be.
hope 2009 will be a better year.
ok. here's my new year resolutions:
i want to CHANGE! i hate my sucky attitude.
i want to be a better person.
i want to be liked and loved by other ppl.
i want to spend moremore time with my family.
i want to build strong relationships with friends.
i want to do well in all tests and exams.
i want to study hard and focus on my studies and do well.
i want to be able to handle things better.
i want to ......
i dont want to disappoint my family in whatever way.
i dont want to argue with my sis anymore.
i dont want to fail in any relationships - friendship.
i dont want to be the odd one out anymore.
i dont want others to hate me.
i dont want to fail any tests and exams.
i dont want to be a burden to others.
i dont want to be like last year and this year, diao er lang dang.
i dont want to ......
fyi, i'm not emo-ing ok?!
ok.
i'm count-ing down to 2009;
i'm count-ing down to school reopen-ing;
i'm count-ing down to CNY;
i'm count-ing down to my birthday...
and i hope 2009 will be a slow year.
cos i dont want 2010 to "reach" so soon.
cos i dont want 'O' levels!
anyways,
when school reopens, i'd be busy.
i'd be busy with my studies and homeworks and etc...
and i wont have time to blog so often.
but, continue to tag ok?
haha!
shall end here.
blog again next year.
byebye!

hohoho!
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!
lols.
anyways, had fun ytd and tdy. :)
went shopping at jp with dad and mum. :]
bought a fbt. :)
think will be going there with them again soon?
to get smth yup.
then went to my cousin's house at ard 6++?
ate, talked, laughed, tv-ed...
then played with card games from 9pm to 1am?
those who lose will either drink/eat.
and i took ard 2/3 sips of red wine.
and ate lots of food.
then went home after that and reached home at ard 2am?
slept at 2+?
then tdy, wake up at ard 8+?
went to ss with dad and sis.
meet my goddad and aunt.
then went home at ard 9+?
ACTUALLY, going to meet liyoke and jingyi at 1pm de.
but then, liyoke called me at ard 10.45? to tell me that the meeting time change to 11.30 liao.
and i have to rush like hell. -.-
in the end, i'm the first to reach. -.-
went to subway to have breakfast.
jingyi nia larh. me and liyoke stared at her.
haha!
then went "shopping" AIMLESSLY ard jp.
went to toy 'r' us.
walked ard. keep stopping. played(!)
saw alot of toys which we are so tempted to...
then went to kopitiam to have our lunch.
me and liyoke nia larh. this time round, it's jingyi's turn to stare at us.
lols.
couldnt find a place.
so we stand next to a table and wait.
waited for like 30mins?
freaking long sia.
jingyi left after awhile.
then after eating, liyoke accompany me to fairpricextra to see smth.
then went home after that.
btw, the three of us felt like organising a 6.1'06 gathering.
but, it's quite difficult lar.
see how first lah.

woots!
we managed to finish up everything just now.
met yazid at 1.30pm.
then while i'm on the bus, i'm super-the-angry.
cos on the bus, i sat outside.
then there's this aunty? who wants to go in.
then somehow, when she go in, her bag swing-ed and hit my chin.
then she didnt even apologise larh.
somemore when she sit down, she took such a big space larh.
freaking asshole.
and there's smth blackblack on my chin now.
and i still have to go out tmr and thurs and fri one lei.
damn it.
met yazid at the library and did what we are left with.
discuss talk laugh joke
then he went home and i went shopping ard jp.
bought lots of things.

aiya! that's what happens when i go shopping everytime.
and the worse thing is, the things which i bought are useless one lor.
everytime buy alr, put it at home and nv use it.
so, i'm a spendthrift! :x

this week is a busy week for me. :(
and i'm still struggling with my holiday assignment after such a long time. -.-
went out with dad, mum, sis on sun. :)
ytd
went to jp with sis.
went to the bank.
then to the fairprice xtra to see see.
then to kfc to have our lunch.
then to the popular.
then back to the fairprice xtra to buy smth.
and sis went home after that.
then i went to the library for cca.
supposed to meet yazid, wilson, coelina, vanessa.
(key word: supposed)
but only me and yazid is present.
the other 3 didnt went for the meeting.
they pangseh us. :[
so me and yazid did like 3/4 of it.
had fun with him. :]
the "ghostly passage" is a headache though.
but in the end, we still managed to finish up most of the work.
(key word: most)
so proud of ourselves.
haha!
tdy
suppose to be going to www with my cousin.
(key word: suppose)
but didnt.
cos she's going with a few other ppl whom idk.
so, didnt go with her larh.
going to meet yazid for cca again later on.
(key word: again)
hope to finish up everything by tdy.
even if we didnt manage to finish up everything by tdy, it's ok.
cos he'll be meeting coelina and vanessa on wed.
to brief them or smth.
so, going to meet yazid again later.
hope we have fun like ytd. :)
tmr
no activities in the morning/afternoon.
but there's an activity in the evening/night.
going to my cousin's house for a christmas party or smth. :]
thurs
yay-ness!
will be meeting up with liyoke and jingyi. :]
it's been such a long time since we last see each other larh. :[
and i'm looking forward to it.
fri
going out with dad and mum in the morning/afternoon. :)
and with dad, mum, bro, sis in the evening/night. :))
woots!
ok. shall end here.

nah... i'm updating my blog.
thurs
went back to sch for the registration briefing.
after that, did the dance thingy.
had fun with jiayun and gina. :)
fri
wake up early in the morning.
super-the-early.
and i'm super-the-tired. :(
went back to sch for the registration.
was tired. :[
saw joy and chatted with her. :]
was slacking. :x
had fun with neh suo en. :)
sat
went to sch to learn the dance steps for the sc item.
as well as the dance steps for class performance.
dropped my hp. :(

was quite looking forward to the next few days.
going out tmr.
meeting yazid they all for cca on mon.
MAYBE going to www with my cousin.
meeting up with liyoke and jingyi on thurs. :]
kk. shall end here.

ok. it has been quite some time since i last blogged.

so, this post might be quite long.

& fyi, i'm still struggling with my holliday assignment.
diediedie -.-
anyways, below is a list of what i did or what i'll be doing from 13th to 20th.
sat
went for a christmas thingy with my dad and sis.
the person's house is super-the-big-and-nice can.
he's damn rich.
anyways, played some games and sing some songs and exchanged gifts yep.
then went home after that.
sun
went swimming with my cousins.
swam for quite long yep.
mon
lunch-ed with my sis at jp.
then she went to bbdc.
so, shopped ard jp.
then met her again and we went shopping ard the extended jp.
it's damn big larh.
tue
went to boonlay with sis.
actually wanted to have our lunch at the market there.
but then when we reached there, we found out that it's closed.
so, we ate at the kopitiam.
wed
computer time!
like finally!
cos sat and sun, bro's time.
then mon and tue, sis's time.
so, tdy is my turn yep.
thur
sian.
still need to go back to sch for the sec one registration briefing.
fri
have to reach sch at 6.30am in the morning.
for the stupid sec one registration.
i wanna sleep!
sat
need to go back to sch for the orientation briefing.
sianz.
pls larh. it's saturday lei.

i'm back from the class chalet! :)
anyways, supposed to meet bri and qy on 2.30pm ytd.
but then bri called me at 10+ and said that the meeting time change to 12.30pm.
so i informed qy.
but then she said that she cant make it so early.
so i'm only meeting bri.
meet alrd, when to ntuc to shop for the food and so on.
mrt-ed all the way to pasir ris.
bus-ed and walk-ed to where the chalet is.
when we reached there, we went to the toilet to "settle" the chicken.
was quite fun. :]
but the whole hand is oily and cold. :[
after awhile, qy and charis came.
went to the beach walk-walk and played volley ball with the both of them.
went back and slack ard.
watched tv.
qy went to buy toothbrush.
ate abit. cos we're hungry and the bbq havent started. :(
went back and started bbq-ing. :)
but i didnt really helped out in the beginning.
was watching tv.
helped out abit in the end.
then after bbq-ing, watched tv again.
then me and charis went out to eat the chicken.
andy, qy, sc helped us bbq. :)
haha!
went up to the room to slack and it was damn funny ok.
qy was like laughing so loudly.
blahblahblah
12+am, went to mac.
ate mcflurry! :]
walked back, went to the beach and the swimming pool.
was sitting on the edge of the swimming pool (secretly).
was slacking ard.
went to mac at 4am AGAIN.
went back and qy jumped into the swimming pool.
lols.
slept from 6am to 7am.
but only slept for abt 30mins.
cos i sleep and wakeup, sleep and wakeup...
didnt really sleep much cos i was sleeping on the stairs!
do you know how difficult it is to sleep on the stairs?
anyways, when i woke up, my right wrists is super-the-painful.
cos i use my right wrists to support my head.
left the chalet at 7am with charis.
was tired but not sleepy.
or should i say that i want to sleep but i cant.
ok. shall end here.

fxck.
my spec is slanted thanks to someone.
and the spec is quite new.
one mnth or lesser.
and that someone didnt even apologised.
fxcker.

[edited]
good morning! :)
i know that it's not morning anymore.
but i just woke up from my sleep/nap.
slept for like 1hr?
1hr + morning that 30 mins = 1hr30mins of sleep.
i'm still lack of sleep.
i wanna sleep.
ok. i know that i'm like a pig.
keep on sleeping.
but, i'm really very tired/sleepy.
so, bo bian.
anyways, the swimming pool at the chalet there is polluted. :(
got ppl wear slipper and went inside the baby pool.
then for the deeper pool, it's worse.
there's a group of guys, they tied a frog to a string/rope.
and put it in the water.
then take out alr, they swing so hard that the frog flew out.
it's like omg larh.
and they are like so cute.
they say : huh?! die one ar? i scared lei.
that means they're scared of dead frog.
and not scared of alive frog.
i thought it should be the other way round?
lol.
ok. shall end here.

this is my 100th post.
wahahaha.
lols
anyways, will be going for the class chalet's bbq later on.
will be meeting brigitte and qiuyun yep. :)
after the bbq thingy, qy and me will be staying overnight. :]
quite looking forward to it!?
but idk how much $ to bring and what to bring. :(
qy, faster online lar.
i wanna discuss with u all the details.
haha!
shall end here.
hopefully, my next post shall be on the 12th?

went out with clique6+2-4! :)
lol.
ok. went out with lena, sylvia, zoe! :]
actually wanted to meet up with pri sch frens de.
liyoke, xinmei, jingyi. :)
but then xm gng out. :(
so postponed.
anyways, met them at 11.45 outside golden village.
watched Beverly Hills Chihuahua.
was cute. :]
after that, went to fill our stomach.
then walked and bus-ed to sheng siong.
ok. i know we're crazy. but cant be helped.
and here i am, blogging!
lol.
ok. shall end here.
btw, i've decided to go for the class chalet's bbq. ^^

went to school just now.
learned some dance step.
jiayun cut her hair. she's cute.
went to kfc with lena, gina, chelsea and boonying.
lena and gina went off first.
then the three of us continue eating.
after that, went home.
and here i am, blogging.
lol
i want outings with pri sch friends, esp liyoke!
i want cliquesix+two outings!
i want lots and lots of gatherings or outings!

i'm tired.
i'm tired keeping it a secret.
sometimes, i feel like saying it out and let everyone know.
but i cant.
i'm scared that if i let the others know about it, everything will change again.
and i dont want ppl to look at me using that type of expression.
but i really feel like saying it out.
and once i let it out, i wont have to keep it a secret anymore.
i dont have to "hide" anymore.
i feel so tired "hiding" it from the others.
but since i've alrd kept it for two years, why cant i keep it for another two years?
but, what's the point of keeping it a secret?
what if the others still find out?
wouldnt it be worse?
but, i really cant bring myself to let it out.
so, i think i shall cotinue keeeping it a secret.
to those who know what i'm refering to, please help me keep it a secret too.
and to those who dont know what i'm refering to, i'd rather you dont know.

ok. i shall not let my blog rot.
went to lot 1 with mummy ytd to shop.
shopped for like 1-2 hrs?
dental appointment later at 1pm.
sian.
and i'm still struggling with my holiday assignment.
i keep telling myself that i have to finish everything by the end of nov.
but i didnt.
instead, i'm left with alot still not done.
-.-
currently working on my book talk.
i've finished eng book reviews, eng vocab ws, chi compo, ma ws...
i'm still left with eng compos, eng compre, eng book talk, chi idioms (read), chem ws (1 qns), phy wb (half way through)...
yay-ness!
seeyin said that she will lend me her hot shot disc.
but, we didnt meet up.
cos it's either i not free or she not free.
anywyas,
thankyou, seeyin!
(L)
i want to watch hotshot!
i want 6.1'06 gathering!
i want clique6+2 outing!
and i still have not made up my mind whether i should go to the class chalet or not. -.-
ok. shall end here.

[edited]
alright. just came back from the dental appointment.
the dentist was quite okay.
quite friendly yap.
did scaling/xi ya.
although it's not my first time doing it, i'm super-the-tense.
idk why though.
maybe i'm scared?
haha!
took abt 20mins?
yep. that's it.