i'm tired.
i'm tired keeping it a secret.
sometimes, i feel like saying it out and let everyone know.
but i cant.
i'm scared that if i let the others know about it, everything will change again.
and i dont want ppl to look at me using that type of expression.
but i really feel like saying it out.
and once i let it out, i wont have to keep it a secret anymore.
i dont have to "hide" anymore.
i feel so tired "hiding" it from the others.
but since i've alrd kept it for two years, why cant i keep it for another two years?
but, what's the point of keeping it a secret?
what if the others still find out?
wouldnt it be worse?
but, i really cant bring myself to let it out.
so, i think i shall cotinue keeeping it a secret.
to those who know what i'm refering to, please help me keep it a secret too.
and to those who dont know what i'm refering to, i'd rather you dont know.