hellos! :)
ok. i know that it has been a long time since i last blogged.
was busy with school work.
i like ytd's pe lesson.
was funfunfun.
anyways, today is a tiring day.
e.lit
copied notes and did group work.
p.geo
copied notes and watched video.
cl
went through ws.
recess.
phy
drew some graph.
chem
quiz.
ma
copied down the hw.
alot of hw sia.
phototaking for idk what.
cca is super stressful.
L&C is getting more and more stressful.
i'm no longer looking forward to the orientation.
sian.
felt like dropping p.geo
cos it's very stress and i cant follow in class.
diediedie
i'm looking forward to CNY.
i'm also looking forward to sc duty.
cos no sc duty very sian.
i shall start revising after CNY.
actually wanted to start revising this week one.
but, since CNY is round the corner, i shall enjoy myself first.
then after CNY, i shall push myself real hard.
ok. i shall end here.
i think i wont be updating so often.
but, continue to tag ok?
byes! :]
stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress

today is a bad day.
in-touch.
e.lit
did a piece of ws.
p.geo
copied notes + wb.
cl
go through the shu yu thingy.
recess.
ate with jiayun.
phy
did some drawings.
chem
took back the quiz + balancing equation + ate marshmallows.
ma
indices, which i'm still blur.

went to 1A with jiayun.
actually wanted to help them decorate the noticeboard one.
but, smth happened...
i hate the way the both of us are being treated.
so, we ignored them and went to the canteen to have our lunch.
after that, did some hw.
then walked past 1A to see how they are doing.
but, i got hit on my head AGAIN.
and i'm like super angry.
so, i shouted.
like wth larh.
i actually shouted at a sec one guy.
so guilty?
but, it's not the first time alr.
as in he hit my head larh.
and i did warn him before alot of times.
then i walked away.
and jiayun was like "you ok anot?"
thanks! :)
went to the mrl to put my bag then to the toilet to tie my hair and back to the mrl for cca.
was ok at the beginning.
but after that, i actually cried.
like wtf larh.
i actually cried in front of so many ppl.
like crybaby lei.
cos lena, sylvia, seeyin, zoe, yazid, wilson... was like "what happen to you?" and "you ok anot?"
then lena noticed my eyes and said "you going to cry already uh?"
and i started crying.
then xingyi told them what happen.
cos she was with me at that time mah.
omg!
so malu larh.
anyways,
thanks, guys! :]
cca ended.
went to look for ms ng for the nyaa thingy.
then chatted with her for awhile and went home.

jiayun is like so cute larh.
she reminded me not to go to school so early like last week.
haha!
ilove1A'09exceptforhim.
crystal: sorry. i promised you that i will go and help out but i didnt. infact, i make you do everything. really very sorry.
1A'09: sorry guys for not helping you all to decorate the noticeboard, which i promised you all to. because something happened. all i can say is, sorry.

ok. idk what happen to me.
i miss my pri sch,
i miss my pri sch teachers,
i miss my pri sch friends,
i miss netball,
i feel like playing netball all of a sudden.
and i'm soo scared.
i'm scared that i cant follow in the class,
i'm scared that i cant catch up with the others.
idk why but these few days, infact from the beginning of the year, no matter what the teacher say, it just cant go into my brain.
and everyone is like so damn hardworking.
once after sch, they go home, do their hw, then study on their own.
now is only the beginning of the year, but everyone is like revising almost everyday.
and here i am, blogging, slacking, wasting my time.
and i really hate myself for not having a sense of urgency.
i know that all my subject are dropping, but i just dont give a damn.
especially eng.
my eng has always been very sucky.
but i just dont take the effort to improve on it.
infact, i'm still having a "playplay" attitude.
i'm bad in eng resulted in i hate eng. somemore my eng teacher is ms lee, which makes me hate eng more. and how am i going to do well in eng then?
i'm scared that my eng will pull everything down.
and i'm scared that i will drop or retain.
and i'm scared of my 'O' levels, which is next year.
although it's still quite long, i'm beginning to feel the stress.
because everyone around me is like so hardworking.
and what about me?
SLACKING!
as for maths, i've always been quite good at it.
but during maths lesson, idk why i just cant understand a damn thing.
and i'm reallyreallyreally veryveryvery scared.
i'm scared of ALOT of things.
i'm scared of my english, e maths, a maths, physics, chemistry, puregeo, elit...
infact, i'm scared of everything that is related to school.
i must really work very hard from now on.
because i dont want to lose out.
i dont want to regret and cry like how i always do.
i dont want to cry because i am sad, disappointed, upset, regret...
infact, i want to cry because i am happy, surprise...
but no matter how i try, i just cant concentrate.
everytime i tell myself that i must study, i just cant do it.
so in the end, i'm always blaming myself for not studying hard enough.
but it's already too late.
and i dont want my MYE and EYE and 'O' levels to be like that too.
i dont want to have any regrets in life and i dont want to hate myself.
idk why but i just cant.
i feel so stress...
i feel so tired and i want a break...

ytd is a boredbored day. -.-
p.geo
as usual, copied notes.
e.lit
did some grp work.
but me and chinleng didnt really helped out?
cos we dk the two guy AT ALL.
cl
did smth like a compre?
recess.
was waiting for jiayun but didnt saw her after quite long.
so i went for recess myself.
as in go down myself.
then got caught for walking at the corridor.
not only me lar.
got alot of ppl.
A maths
learn the short division thingy?
cme
mr leonard ong nv go.
got relief teacher.
the first one, idk who. :x
the second one was ms lim.
el
did corrections for hol assignment compre.
ma
i forgot what we did alr. :x
then from cme lesson onwards, until end of sch,
ALOT of ppl went to the toilet lorh.
dk why. :/

tdy is still ok.
rev-up, vertical run.
ran with jiayun.
p.geo
did wb.
el
did "all about myself"
like wth.
pe
took height and weight for some of the ppl, including me.
but i shall not reveal my height and weight.
all i can say is, i want to jian fei.
played captain's ball after that.
ihatethem. (dont be over paranoid)
recess
ate with jiayun.
cl
compo competition.
like so sian larh.
ma
i dont really understand a damn thing.
infact, SO FAR, i think that a maths is easier than e maths?!
ss
i like the teacher.
was touched by what she told us.
phy
okok lorh.

will be going to 1A tmr to help them decor the noticeboard.
quite looking forward to it.
cos i love and miss 1A'09.

walao eh.
my hp spoil liao.
and it's like only 1 month?
as in 1 month after repairing.
so fast sia.
1 month only lei.
cannot press "back" and "up" and "down" -.-
it's like wth larh.
then i told my dad abt it, hoping he'll let me change a new one.
but then he ask me to use back my old one sio.
ahhh...
i want a new phone!
it's like wtf larh.

well... just came back from cca fair.
was quite tired.
in the morning, first lesson was Amaths.
okok larh.
but got ALOT of hw.
then el.
was boring.
followed by ss.
and the teacher is quite funny.
then recess.
and chem.
had a quiz for chem.
then dismissed.
go find the other faci for "briefing"
lunch-ed with jiayun.
went to 1A.
and all i can say is: they are very hard to control!
until ms ong came in.
then went to the hall followed by quardrangle.
me and jiayun was not really doing our duty lor.
we are running ard like some mad women.
lols.
me and jiayun kanna bully by our juniors sia.
she kanna slap by her 1B guy.
and i kanna hit on my head THREE times by my 1A guy.
ihatehim larh. -.-

i'm super-the-stupid tdy.
i thought that tdy is some normal day and we have to assemble at 7+.
then i 7.10am leave home.
and i thought that i'll be late.
so i rushed to school.
and when i reached sch, i saw very few ppl.
then i realised that tdy is thurs and it's supposed to be a late day. -.-
stupid right?!
so i go join jiayun they all.
then ard 8am, zisong asked me, jiayun, eugene, songpei... go do duty.
me, jiayun, songpei did the front gate.
then went back to class.
phy was alright.
but i'm still a little blur.
chi was ok.
copied note and did wb.
el was ok too.
did some ws.
recess.
ate with jiayun then go and find mr heng after that.
we are like so scared lar.
but actually he's ok lah.
chem was alright too.
Amaths is not alright.
Emaths is not ok.
but as compared to Amaths, Emaths is ok larh.

OMG!!!
i'm super-the-stress now.
tdy is my first Amaths lesson.
and i realised that i cant follow.
i just cant catch up with them.
and there's alot of things which idk.
and most importantly, i've forgotten some/most of my sec1 work. -.-
diediedie
felt like dropping Amaths.
but i cant.
i cant carry on like this.
i must catch up with the others.
i want extra-lessons.
i want to do well in Amaths.
and i realised that during Emaths lesson, i'm abit blur too.
howhowhow
dieidiedie
i need help.
OMG!!!

anyways, cca fair tmr.
and i'm involved in the sc duty.
which means i'll be able to see my 1A babies again.
haha!
as for L&C, hopefully i'll be able to help out too larh.
shall end here.

well...
idk what to post.
ok. went to sch ard 7am?
was sitting in the front. ><
i want to do sc duty.
cos no duty very sian. -.-
first proper lesson for me.
as in today is the first day for lessons for the sc.
ok. idk what i'm talking also.
anyways, i'm scared that i cant catch up with the others. :(
cos i miss 3 days of lesson. :[
changed sitting arrangement in class.
sat with jonathan.
was ok.
in-touch.
blahblahblah
elective lit.
i'm super-the-blur.
but i shall not post what happen.
if u want to know, ask me.
pure geo.
as usual, copy notes.
cl.
i hate my chinese teacher lar.
recess.
ate with 2H'08 girls.
phy.
was ok.
chem.
was slacking.
ma.
still ok lah.
dismissed.
lunch-ed with jiayun.
cca.
prepared for the cca fair.
was busy + tired + hungry.
outlined the poster.
outlined the flyer.
blow + tie balloon.
and the balloon is super-the-dusty.
and balloon are like busting everywhere.
then in the end, went home at ard 6+?
anyways,
seeyin, sylvia, zoe, lena, cheerup larh. ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SIS!
kk. i'm back from the sec one orientation camp 09.
had fun. :)
but at the same time, it's very tiring. :(
and i kinda like 1A'09.
esp. zahirah and atiqah.
the two pretty girls.
haha!
anyways,
on the first day, which is fri, we reached sch at 6.45am for a briefing by ms lim.
then followed by morning assembly, principal's address, spot check.
after that, we went to 1A classroom for ice-breaking games.
then recess at 10am.
after recess, 1A's form teacher took over and i, together with the others 3H-ians went back to class for awhile to take a look.
next, at ard 11.30am, we went to the hall for school cheer and star clap.
and then debrief + briefing for the seniors and went home.
on the second day, which is mon, we reached sch at 7am.
then morning assembly, discipline reflection.
after that, teambuilding games.
was fun. :]
me and crystal got splashed. :[
and the water is smelly. ><
when we finished everything, we thought that we are the first.
but, we are actually the second. -.-
had recess, then preparation of performance item.
fauzi taught them the cheers.
then crystal, me and fauzi taught them the dance.
followed by class lunch at 1pm.
after that, preparation of performance item again.
and dinner at 4.30pm.
it's like super-the-early lar.
then personal time and finally, the night performance.
1A got the most teamwork prize or smth like that lah.
walk ard the sch with crystal and six guys from 1A.
then wash-up and supper.
after that, light off.
and from 12+? all the way to 4+? i couldnt sleep.
actually, idk whether i did sleep anot.
cos it's super-the-cold + the floor is super-the-hard and my butt hurts + i'm quite hungry. -.-
wake up at ard 4++? tdy.
wash-up then 5-b-x then breakfast.
morning assembly, principal's dialogue, class meeting.
for the class meeting, we select 1A's class committee.
then recess, briefing + talk + school anthem.
and finally, home sweet home FOR THE SEC ONE ONLY.
for the seniors, we had a debrief by mr samuel and briefing by ms ong then took some pics and finally, home sweet home!
lols.
there'll be lesson starting from tmr onwards.
not used to it sia.
kk. shall end here. bb.

well...
orientation camp tmr.
and i have not packed my bag yet. ><
idk what to bring sia.
-.-
ok. shall go and pack my bag now.
byes!

changed the font colour at the side.
>>>>>>>>
now, my whole blog is in black and white.
two reasons:
1) i like the 2 colours' combination.
2) it's like my life. so-not-the interesting. cos it's only made up of 2 colours.
ok. shall end here.

ytd was the first day of sch. :)
all i know abt 3H'09 was that our form teacher is ms ng.
because i've only been to 3H'09 for like 10mins?
because of the sec one orientation.
i'm in-charge of 1A, together with crystal. :]
1A is still ok.
orientation camp on mon and tue.
quite looking forward to it.
but i scared i will come that thing. :(
haha!
and the worse thing is that we dont even know what to bring lar. :[
so budget sia.
dont even have a list of what to bring.
actually i have to go to school later de.
for sc meeting.
but, cant make as i've got smth on.
the next meeting, i also cannot make it.
too bad lor.
who ask them to put both of the meeting on sat.
actually lena wanna meet with me first de.
but, too bad. i cant make it.
sorry larh.
ok. shall end here.
bye!