finally back from camp le...
so tired & so painful... my whole body is aching...
on e first day, when i reached sch, alot of ppl already reach liao lorh...
& Lena told me tt e both of us same grp den i was like so happy...
den aft tt, we go assemble...
den gt attire check...
aft tt, bag check & we haf to take everything out...
den everyone is like :"HUH?!"
cos we spend such a long time putting everything in den need to take out again...
aft tt, we go put our bags in e classroom...
den e teachers & seniors keep making us run here run there lorh...
den say wad our movement is very slow...
den need to do pumpings...
and everyone is like :"walau eh..."
den we go into our grps & started to play games...
we play ice-breaking, we make flag and learn how to do role-call...
aft tt, we learn first-aid and tie knots and create grp cheer...
den we haf briefing for e night trail...
den finally, when everyone is like so hungry,
it's lunch time!!
but e food is like so OMG...
aft lunch, it's game time!!
"knowing WW well"
me, rebecca & lena is like 3 siao zha bor...
aft tt, we play captain's ball & lena fell... :(
den concentration game & we gt 2nd!!
aft tt, it's dinner time!!
e food is slightly better den lunch...
& finally, night trail...
i hate e station whereby we haf to lie down on e floor in public & form WWSS...
it's like so damn freaking dirty lor...
den outside west grove, there's this ah pek hu was so drunk, he was crossing e road and he nearly collapse in e middle of e road lorh...
den zi song, fu hong & haikel went to help him... *wow*
& our grp did not manage to finish everything becos of tt...
& we even skip 1 station...
and aft e whole thing, everyone is like so damn tired lorh...
den it's like i'm e second-last to bath lei...
& i'm only given abt 3 mins...
den e seniors say tt if we cannot come out by tt time, they will off e lights...
den i was like :"OMG"
den i cant sleep lorh...
e floor is like so hard...
den i at around 2++ in e morning den sleep...
den sleep for abt 3-4 hrs nia...
den we haf morning exercise...
it's like so damn torturing lorh...
everyone is like complaining...
aft tt, we haf breakfast...
followed by training module conducted by mr micheal chua...
& den cheering competition...
den go take our bags down...
aft tt, prize presentation...
& take foto den break camp le...
everyone is like so happy lorh...
den we owe e teachers & seniors around 150-250 de pumpings and 30 rounds de running lei...
but we nv do...
dunno is they forget or they dun wan to torture us anymore...
in conclusion:
this camp is torturous & tough... but quite fun & interesting...
i like my grp de ICs...

• Melissa
• Haikel
• Zi song
• Fu hong

i love ORANGE!!
i love Lena laogong & Rebecca dear!!
i love Sylvia, See Yin, Zoe too!!
muackss!!

yeaa [:
holiday le...
tmr gt nyaa camp...
at first, i thought tt it's goin to be 3D2N...
but, it's actually 2D1N...
but, nvm...
hope it's goin to be fun... (:
byes!

OMG!!
cant ur jux stop all those "how's yr results?" thingy?
why do ur wan to keep asking?
it's so irritating and frustrating...
yeaa
my eng fail...
HAPPY??
so wad if my eng fail and so wad if my class position is 33/39??
it's none of ur business too right?
& if u dunno anything, dun anyhow say tt i nv workhard ok?
how can u judge whether i did workhard or not according to my results??
btw, do u noe tt e syllabus now is so damn difficult as compared to last time?
& stop comparing me with yr daughter ok?
we are two different person
and since u already noe tt she's much more clever than me,
why compare e both of us?
stop comparing me with other ppl...
i am WAN NI!!
yeaa
i admit tt i'm stupid...
so?
even my parents nv say anything...
u so kpo for wad?

i hate ___ ...
say wad meeting wif e eng teachers and go thru e paper again to gif ppl more mrks...
den aft e stupid meeting when i gt back my paper, -1 mrk lei...
den he shouldn't say is help us lorh...
if really is help us, den i shouldn't get 1 mrk deducted right?
my eng results already very lousy already lei...
44.4 %
den now, aft e -1, i gt
44.0 % lei...
drop by 0.4 % lei...
my class position from 30 drop to 33 lei!!
i'm worse than e guys lorh...
ppl is top 10...
den i am last 10...
cant control myself once again...
aft seeing e results, i cried again...
i really cant control my tears from rolling down lorh...
ltr parent-teacher meeting sure die one lor...
i fail my eng & my class position is 33/39!!
really really dunno wad is happening to me & wad to do...
soo lost!! ):

yeah!!
aft tmr jiu holi le!!
we haf operation clean-up today!!
den Abi & me is like so siao lorh!!
we haf soo much fun today!!
but aft everything, everyone is like soo tiredd lor...
aft tt, we went to e hall...
e teachers all nag nag nag...
esp. ____ ...
everytime oso nag nag nag nag... ...
den went home!!
btw, tmr gt e subject briefing...
everyone thought tt it's only for parents
den everyone so happy...
thought tt tmr no sch...
den hu noes... students compulsory haf to go...
den everyone is like sian diao!!
den tmr still gt parent-teacher meeting lei...
so scarry!!
den haven tell my parents my eng results...
dunno wad's my father's reaction aft he saw my results...
wish me good luck!!

today aft CCA, went to JP.
went with lena, see yin, zoe, sylvia & yazid!!
but yazid only took e bus with us...
nv go eat & shop with us. :(
aft CCA, while waiting for yazid, we are like so "HI" xDD
den while on e bus, we are sooo crazy!!
we shouted on e bus!!
& e CLIQUE 6 is born today!!!
we went to kiddy palace & we are like so OMG!!
loves CLIQUESIX!!
yeaaa [:
we shall nv forget this day!!!
ilovethem!!
~ wee ~

haix...
so stress!!
i still haven told anyone in my family abt my results...
cos i dun dare to tell them...
because even i, myself, are so disappointed with myself...
wad abt them?
& i noe tt alot of ppl are disappointed with me...
no. 1 : me
no. 2 : my family
no. 3 : e teachers
but, my family will find out sooner or later...
only if i can turn time back...
if i really can turn time back,
i wana start everything from e beginning...
i wana start from e 0 point...
i wan myself to haf no regrets in life...
i hate myself so much
for making e ppl around me
& e ppl hu cares abt me
be disappointed again & again
i really hate it...

why is it tt every roads are so rough?
why cant there be smoother roads?
i really really want a smoother road...
e road tt i'm walking on now is so rough tt no one can take it...
i'm really really very very tiredd
but, there's nothing i can do.
i can only finish e whole race with my own two feet
because no one can help me...

gt to noe our results today...
i was like damn disappointed with myself lorh...
i FAIL my english... T.T
HOW??
i dun wan to RETAIN neither do i wan to DROP!!
& for e class position, i am e 30th!!
e class only gt 39 ppl
& i am e 30th!!
i drop alot lorh...
last year SA1,
my class position is 11
den SA2,
my class position is 21
den now, it's 30
OMG!! i cant accept the truth...
neither do i wan to accept it...
I REALLY REALLY DUNNO WAD TO DO ALREADY!!
I'M SOOO TIREDD!!
I HAVE ALREADY GIVEN UP!!
jux now aft i noe my results,
i cried. aft tt, i stop crying
den aft a while,
i started crying again den i stop
den i cry again and stop again...
so, today, aft i noe my results,
i haf been crying almost the whole day...
i noe tt it's already over
& it's no use crying
it's not worth it either
but, i really cant control myself from crying
cos i'm too disappointed wif myself
& i'm really scared tt i might retain or drop...
thanx to those hu comforted mi when i'm crying...
how i wish i can turn time back...

went back to CPS today for e hua wen wen hua ri...
it's like so sianz lorh...
6.1'06 de only 3 ppl go back...
den weilu lie to me lorh...
sae if i go, she will walk back home with me...
den in e end, she nv go home with me lorh...
den e stupid security guard dun wana let us in lorh...
everyone buay song him lorh...
everytime dun wana let us in...
still need ask teacher to come out and bring us in...
so i call mr lau...
den he nv pick up e phone lorh...
aft tt den i noe he's not in sch today...
CPS change damn lot lorh...
better den last time lorh...
den we saw ms tan, ms ng, ms zuli, mrs chia & ms lee...
den they all like forget us already lorh... T.T
haix... so sianz...
aft tmr, ms goh wun be with us anymore... T_T
so sad... sob sob
gonna miss her!!
hope she wun forget us & hope we can get to meet her again...

today is a tuesday!! xD
ytd is a monday!! xDD
ytd gt back our sci and lit paper...
sci was not fine...
although i pass, i only pass by 7 mrks...
lit was ok... not too bad...
i gt 43/60...
den ms nithiya walk into e class wth a fierce fierce face...
den everyone thought tt our results are very bad...
den before she greeted us, she said :" haha!! everyone looked so nervous " -.-
today gt SC meeting aft sch...
den we nid to take photo ( individual )
den it's like when u are taking, everyone is like staring at u lorh...
so scarry and funny... & we look like retarded one lorh...
ok dudes... bye bye :D

gt back some of the papers ytd
gt back ma p1 & p2, eng p1 & p2, D&T, chi p2 and hist
my results sux!
ma was still ok
i gt B3 but it was a pity because if i put e units, i will haf 1 more marks and then, i can get A2!!
eng is damn lousy... i fail...
not only me but the whole class except for one person hu jus pass by 1 mrk
it's so difficult!!
alot of ppl fail lorh... not only my class but other class too!
hope my CA and the other thing can pull my eng mrks up...
but, it's quite impossible cos my CA only got around 50
ahhhhhhhhh... how??? i dun wan to retain or drop!! neither can i retain or drop!!
i'm so scaredd... but, wad can i do?? hu can help me??
anyone can help me in my eng??
D&T was fine...
chi p2 was fine too...
hist is not fine!!
i fail again!
i fail by 2.5 mrks...
ahhhhhhhhhhh..........
i wana turn crazy already!!!!

wooo...
one more paper to go and mid year is over le...
aft wed's D&T paper, can relax liao...
die already larh...
all e paper so difficult...
hope all e paper will pass...
if not, esp. eng, i confirm die one lorh...