gt to noe our results today...
i was like damn disappointed with myself lorh...
i FAIL my english... T.T
HOW??
i dun wan to RETAIN neither do i wan to DROP!!
& for e class position, i am e 30th!!
e class only gt 39 ppl
& i am e 30th!!
i drop alot lorh...
last year SA1,
my class position is 11
den SA2,
my class position is 21
den now, it's 30
OMG!! i cant accept the truth...
neither do i wan to accept it...
I REALLY REALLY DUNNO WAD TO DO ALREADY!!
I'M SOOO TIREDD!!
I HAVE ALREADY GIVEN UP!!
jux now aft i noe my results,
i cried. aft tt, i stop crying
den aft a while,
i started crying again den i stop
den i cry again and stop again...
so, today, aft i noe my results,
i haf been crying almost the whole day...
i noe tt it's already over
& it's no use crying
it's not worth it either
but, i really cant control myself from crying
cos i'm too disappointed wif myself
& i'm really scared tt i might retain or drop...
thanx to those hu comforted mi when i'm crying...
how i wish i can turn time back...