haix...
so stress!!
i still haven told anyone in my family abt my results...
cos i dun dare to tell them...
because even i, myself, are so disappointed with myself...
wad abt them?
& i noe tt alot of ppl are disappointed with me...
no. 1 : me
no. 2 : my family
no. 3 : e teachers
but, my family will find out sooner or later...
only if i can turn time back...
if i really can turn time back,
i wana start everything from e beginning...
i wana start from e 0 point...
i wan myself to haf no regrets in life...
i hate myself so much
for making e ppl around me
& e ppl hu cares abt me
be disappointed again & again
i really hate it...

why is it tt every roads are so rough?
why cant there be smoother roads?
i really really want a smoother road...
e road tt i'm walking on now is so rough tt no one can take it...
i'm really really very very tiredd
but, there's nothing i can do.
i can only finish e whole race with my own two feet
because no one can help me...